I know the feeling of helplessness when you are watching your child struggle. I have been awake at night worrying about what else I could do. I spent days on edge trying not to say or do the wrong thing that would start another fight with my son.

the negative energy in the house was palpable.

Inevitably it would come to a head and blow up. The fight and the disappointment, in my son, in myself was so hard.

What I needed was, to feel grounded in myself, my strength. I needed to be the best version of myself in order to fully show up for my son.

I thought I just needed someone to “fix” him, but the truth was, I needed to learn a whole different way of parenting him.

That’s when everything changed.